and wander with our coffee cups through the snow.
my friends in sunnier states think us to be in grave danger. but really we are just a little cold. i like to think that the lasting consequence of such a chill is only that our springtime will seem so much warmer. in the meantime, ill keep quiet company with salt trucks and runny noses.
but it is more than winters white blanket that keeps me quiet these days. i gather in what is mine, the treasures of the time less structured, what movement for this strange season has been so free. because now the journey has a destination, and for that my restless heart rests easy. a contradiction, the heart works as it knows best. it is balance, it is season, it is the necessary movement we need to stay awake. and warm. what will seattle hold that i could not find here? perhaps nothing, when it comes to believing in these precious moments and answering to the daily task of keeping ones heart big and open. i think it is more about some dreams i have been having. dreams that i need to try to pin down. part of that requires putting a little distance between myself and what is familiar, at least for a little while. i remind myself that nothing is ever lost, i carry it all here with me. when i pack, i will wrap it up and hide it somewhere between my 9 pairs of boots and felted yellow blanket.
rosie thomas in the liner notes of her latest album says that we need to have challenges in our life because it is very important that we know how strong we are. i will remember this if you promise to as well, okay?
friends, cuddle up. think warm thoughts.
be brave. and maybe ill see you on the road.